Everything happens for a reason, right?! I mean that's the bullshit
that we tell ourselves because that's what we have been conditioned to
think by the people around us. GOD! I'm trying to make my own
destiny. I was told yesterday that since I care so much about what
others think that I must have no idea what I think.
Oh my.
I am fake.
Do it!
Kill me with a plastic knife, slowly please. Right now. It's all over. *drapes arm over forehead in a dramatic fashion*
I
don't even get it anymore. I curse those who fashioned me out of their
genes and thought patterns! CURSE YOU PARENTS! *shakes fists* I curse
them for making me indecisive. Every time a holiday came upon us and I
had to stand, tiny girl with light brown curls and brown puppy dog
eyes, in between them and decide whom I wanted to spend time with.
Which you know that was whom I loved more, right?! Yeah, right! NOT!
(am I even allowed to say NOT anymore, or is the reader saying, "That's
so 90's!")
Give me my flannel and my Doc Martens I need to brood!
Lots
of kids go through this and I damn well know the entire world is not
living their lives for everyone else and base their entire universe on
doing what makes others feel good. Is it the stuff from my early adult
hood? Things happened. I made bad choices. We all do. But I don't
pay child support on mine and I don't have to raise them. But I do live
with those choices every day. I felt as though I deserved it. The
Fates did that to me to make me slow down. To make me realize that I
was moving to fast. To keep things from me to punish me. I only
thought of the moment, never the....
I'm tired...I don't wanna do it anymore. All I know is I know nothing. That's it.
Anywho,
so I've written about AHS Coven and there were two songs in the last
episode that I just thought were fabulous and I want to share.
First was Silver Springs...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVsy717Ej7U
And the second was Seven Wonders...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_nqHuFQCRQ
I
really like the lyrics to both of these songs. Ya know, because I am
always looking for the words. I hope they actually link the video
instead of just have the link in there. If they don't, I hope you don't
mind leaving the page to go enjoy some beautiful vocals by the amazing
Stevie Nicks. I know I wouldn't.
I found this picture and it
cracked me up. It's a bit of a spoiler but not so bad and I don't think
it alone ruins it. And I have horrible allergies so I take this stuff
frequently in Spring and Fall. And it kills witches. Go Figure! HA!
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